Book: Dry by Augusten Burroughs
Pages Read: 118
Summary: The author, Augusten, has developed a drinking problem. It's so bad that he often shows up to work the next day still drunk. He works in advertising and his partner has asked him to cut down on his drinking before, but this time his boss initiates and intervention. In order to keep working there he must go to rehab for a month. Augusten denies he has a problem but agrees to go to save his job. He picks a known gay rehab and fantasizes about his glamorous stay there. He gets there and faces the reality of it all, and hates the whole thing. Eventually, he warms up to the idea and acknowledges that he has a problem. He makes a very close friend at the facility and when he gets out, the friend moves into his appartment. Throughout the story we learn about Augusten's relationship with his best friend, Pighead, whom he was once in love with. Pighead has AIDS and that makes Augusten subconciously distance himself.
Analysis: The theme so far, seems to be identifying psychologic problems. First, the reader is exposed to Augusten's actions and either realizes Augusten's psychological motivation before he does or understands once Augusten sees it for himself and explains it. An obvious example is Augusten's drinking problem, we see it before he does. Other issues surface as the book continues. Augusten loves Pighead, so when he learns that Pighead has AIDS, Augusten subconciously decides to distance himself from him. He does this so if Pighead dies, it won't be as painful, since he isn't as close to him. In a way, his drinking problem stems from this same desire to distance, because it distances himself from the painful aspects of life.
Passage:"Two Ketel One martinis, straight up with olives," I tell the bartender and then turn to Jim. "What's so bad about jumpers?" I love this man.
"Because when you move their limbs, the bones are all broken and they slide around losse inside the skin and they make this sort of..." Our drinks arrive. He takes a sip and continues, "...this sort of rumbling sound."
"That's so fucking horrifying," I say, delighted. "What else?"
He takes another sip, creases his forehead in thought. "Okay, I know--you'll love this. If it's a guy, we tie a string around the end of his dick so that it won't leak piss."
"jesus," I say. We both take a sip from our drinks. I notice that my sip is more of a gulp and I will need another drink soon. The martinis here are shamefull meager. "Okay, give me more horrible," I tell him.
He tells me how once he had a female body with a decapitated head and the family insisted on an open casket service. "Can you imagine?" So he broke a broomstick in half and jammed it down through the neck and into the meat of the torso. Then he stuck the head on the other end of the stick and kind of pushed.
"Wow," I say. He's done things that only people on death row have done.
I really liked this passage because of Augusten's reaction to Jim's story. He makes it very clear that he is very morbidly interested in the story by showing, not telling, us that it excites him. It's a nice touch, because it makes him seem very honestly human. Everyone wants to hear a gross story and often people won't admit to it, so it's very refreshing to see that. I think this passage is a great example of how good the author is at noticing and describing emotions that we all have but often don't even recognize in ourselves.